These days, I have been troubled by different kinds of physical pain. I am unable to solve the pain. It comes, sometimes in the middle of the night disturbed my dream, and sometimes just in the ordinary day, makes me annoyed.
I have tried every means to rack my brain, but the results are disappointing. I think of the book I once read. The protagonist in the book said that countless diseases were like stars inexhaustible. For a long time, I can only learn to accept all kinds of pain.
Some people will deny, some people will be angry, and others will try their best to deceive others, but for me, these are not helpful, so I can only accept it in silence.
Perhaps only in the comparison can I get some psychological comfort, those who are young enough to be worthy of life, those who are severely afflicted by incurable diseases. How did Ben face all this?
Yesterday, someone I knew asked me about the survival time of some kind of malignant tumor. Is it possible for patients to survive for a longer period of time when they are young? I know that is the answer he wants in his heart, but I can't give her the answer she wants. After all, I don't want to cheat such a white lie. What's the point?
At least she will not go as soon as her children do, and I don't know whether it is lucky or unfortunate. Long pain, as if you never see the end, all you do is to bring some light inspiration.